RE: Twitter Message

I may sound rude but here's what I feel. Sorry in advance...
I can forgive what you said on twitter and FB, addressing me indirectly but I cant forget that.
I just wanna be alone.
and I've realized that 'm not meant for love or friendship, these are not my things...
I did what I felt right and so did you
'm already going through so much of shit and you know all of that
so yeah, for now I wanna be alone
and 'm glad that you messaged me but....












Sorry again if I'm rude

how could u think that I would be upset just because you were talking about some other guy
and specially HIM, C'mon, I never took seriously when u hug other people in front of me. How could I be upset on that.
The other day I was expecting YOU to help not anyone else
and what You did, stopped others from helping me.
...and when I came to apologize, You didn't even bother to look at me.
If You really loved me, You would have given another chance to our relation.
That shows how Mature our love was.
Anyways, now there's no turning back and its already too late.
Good Luck with rest of your life

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry

Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

Already gone, already gone, already gone
Already gone, already gone, already gone, yeah

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

so that was all lie
those chats, tweet blogs...every thing was a lie
if you have any problem with me, tell me in my face, please
I was hoping that you were gonna help me when I was in trouble but someone else showed up and helped me.
I felt like You didn't care about me
I never meant to hurt you but I think I'M NOT PERFECT FOR YOU!!!
and I apologize for my actions.
I had fun time with you and I hope u had too.
That's all I have to say.
Good Luck for what ever You do in your Life.

CIMP BEGINS TOMORROW!!!
what an awesome day it was.
It was amazing to see all my friends again. Had fun with them. Stephanie Fernandez is AMAZING. Her pervert-ness is at its best. When she starts, she just doesn't stop and when she stops the air just feels empty. So glad and fortunate I am to have you, Steph!!!. Helen another master piece from heaven. So humble she is. Aruna, Mano, Sabrina, Keith and every one else are simply Gems in my life, making it beautiful :)

Ok, so today I was quite successful to attain what I planned to get from the Orientation Day
I was the team leader of all those students who's names begun from "M".
It was exciting and a new experience for me to lead such a diverse group of people, though they were quite slow except of few students.
I just died shouting to wake 'em up so we could had a nice fun time together. We were just getting the momentum and it rained. :( I was like "WHAT THE HELL". And that rain saved those freshies from "CIMP Dance" as well :@

Semester finally and officially starts tomorrow. This time I really have to put my ass on the line to get atleast average of 80%. By the way I have got this new to work on. I'm writing "Letters to God" every day and its fun actually. What ever I just don't tell to my friends, I just write that down in those letters. It feels so relaxing.

Things getting better but still there are so many things to fix and for that I'm seeking God's help. Hope He will turn things in me and family's favor. Ameen

H O L I D A Y S

"holidays were never boring that before"
Lets go to flash back..not much just a Year back
zuuuuiiiipppp *sound Effects* (;
*Sunday, June 7th, 2009
12:45pm PST*
Can you see that nice and tall guy, bit chubby with a hat on?...yeah...yeah...that one
yeah that's me and all others are my friends
and we are playing Cricket
WRROOOMMMMM *car passes by*
Be careful, we play on streets so you better keep your eyes open
see how happy I am :)
*Sunday, June 7th, 2009
11:30pm PST*
Me and my friends are at Sea View eating corns and Pani Puri, drinking coconut water and staring at beautiful girls (;
Check Out the BIG SMILE on my face :D

Now come back to Present
zuuuuiiiipppp *sound Effects* (;
*Sunday, June 4th, 2010
12:32 am MST*
Now can you see that BIG SMILE on my face anymore??
No, Right?
This is just because I had no one who could take me out and entertain me
All my friends here in Malaysia were busy with their old buddies from secondary and high schools and the rest flew back to their countries
And during the whole month I went out only four times
twice to Airport to see off my Aunt, Brother and Sister
Once to Penang just for 2 days and 1 night for my Table Tennis tournament
And
Today For a Hindi movie with Manu
It was fun:D
before the movie, we went for pool and I just won a single game out of four
and that wasn't even a well deserved victory
because
Manu mistakenly put the Cue ball along with the 8th ball :P
Anyways, He knows his angles and I dont :D
And then it was Show time
sharing some dialogues here from the movie "I HATE LUV STORYS"
"Solution to every problem is *ex "
"without Alcohol Devdas Looks Funny"
"...Just Listen to Me"
"...You Have The Nice Bum, Rajiv"
yeah thats all from the movie
and while we were going for lunch, an uncle stopped us and asked, "who won between Uruguay and Portugal, LAST NIGHT?"
and we were like "Portugal didnt play last night"
After couple of minutes that uncle went away, it just clicked in my mind that Portugal was out of the tournament ages ago then how the hell did they play last night?
and then we were like making fun of him that how do people follow World Cup?
silly old man (:
Now just Watched GERMANY vs ARGENTINA.
GER 4-0 ARG
Germans really kicked their ass and Maradona's dream turned into a nightmare.
"I saw crying faces of Maradona, Messi, Treviz and saw Hitler dancing in Hell"
The BEST DAY of my holidays

Bonds are made in heaven
and the most strongest bond in this world is none another than the bond between a Mother and her Child
No matter what the circumstances are, a Mother will always try her level best to fulfill all the needs of her child.
We must thank God that we all belong to well do families but think of those families who have nothing to provide to their kids.
They hardly manage to get their kids a piece of bread a day.
Even in these situation the love of a Mother never decreases.
Her affection never decreases.
There's a similar story of a Mother who I personally know.
She does belong to a well do family. She married to a rich Foreigner who drives BMW.
She gave birth to a Beautiful, cute and adorable baby girl after 7 years of marriage.
you might feel that this kind of a life every woman wants to live.
But its not exactly the way it looks like.
The marriage shouldnt have lasted long than a night.
But her family kept her saying that she had to believe in Lord and Lord will make things easier for her.
She spent 10 years of her life with that guy.
And even those days weren't her golden, beautiful or romantic days
She was beaten every single day. Her days started with curse and insult and ended crying.
And now that person wants to give her the divorce.
Since the woman belongs to The Eastern Muslim Traditions, she tried her level best to safe her married life.
But nothing worked out
Divorce is not a big deal now a days. people hook up and break up and then hook up again.
But this divorce wasn't that simple as well
Couple of months back the guy ran away with his daughter separating a MOTHER from her CHILD.
that was just the beginning.
She was kicked out of the house, taken away the car and above all couldn't see her daughter for months.
Now in a foreign country how a mother's gonna survive?
divorce was one sided and the only thing that Mother asked was the custody of her Child.
She cant do any thing because the law was not gonna support her since she was an immigrant.
The case is still pending in the court...
There are so many other Mothers like her who have had separated from their children craving to see them once.
Our male domain society and lack of Law enforcement has taken away the peace of mind and soul from those poor Mothers.
But they have given the lesson to other Mothers as well that they must be prepared, be wise, keep your options open and try to be independent.
We are lucky that we are living with our mothers, we must thank God for such a wonderful gift God has given to us and we must respect our mother.
Tonight before you go to sleep ask your self, how much you have given to your Mom and how much she has given to you!!

DEDICATED TO ALL MOTHERS
Love You Mom

After a very long time I am posting something
1st semester of CIMP has come to an end, I only have very few close friends and two of them are leaving (Gonna miss PRIYANKA and MINA) and on top of that "boring holidays" and the worst part is m not even flying back to PAKISTAN to see my Family.
Even here in MALAYSIA I'm getting in neck from few people which I hate the most.

people say right that "when happiness or sadness comes it just comes from all the directions"

Anyway the only thing that I can do is pray to God for Me and people around me who I love to help us out from this troubles in time. AMEEN

Its been so long that I havent posted any thing

I don't remember much of those days but lemme take a shot

okay, so last week was very bumpy...

I never felt that way before, uuhhh...(unexplainable)

And was bit nervous regarding the reaction...

but I must admit theres no such thing as good as LOVE

okay so on friday WE (CIMPs) went to Sunway Lagoon

had so much fun

We played TUGofWAR and eventually we won

We(Choon Kit, Alyzza, Priyanka, Alijan and Farid) saw Love making in the water ;), animal porn *disgusting, but we saw* , played beach volleyball, I experienced the G-force of TOMAHAWK RIDE *it feels so good when u r upside down...woho...wanna try again :D*

amazing experience, man

but unlike other ppl, we DIDNT WEE in the POOL :P

than later We went for dinner and after a long time I ate BURGER KING...was awesome

and than we played video games and had more fun :D

now the best part..... drove from pyramid to ampang passing through bangsar in just 16 minutes...wwooo thats fast, isnt it? RIDE OF MY LIFE

it was my first time ever that i went to a pub...AWESSSOOOMMMEEE.....but i didnt drink but pretended as a drunk...hahaha so funny

Adrian, one of My friends who we were giving farewell to, drank 2 packs of thousand island and he went seriously crazy

he talked so much of bullshit that I literally fell down on the floor and laughed my ass off

since it was a farewell and he wanted to bang a chick so we(Me and Khalid) talked to the bartender.

bartender told us about the lady in the pink who was working their in the pub

when we talked to the girl, she refused to have (u know what I mean) with Adrian.....pity him :P

anyways I died laughing and playing pool...it was so much fun

I wanna declare that day as the PERFECT DAY of my life.

Thanks Alyzza, Choon Kit, Alijan, Priyanka, Umer, Adrian, and best of all Khalid for making my day perfect:D

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anyways had fun righting MOCK test with Stephanie, Aruna and MINA...:D

hey HANISAH did u like your coffee???

:P

Stephanie introduced this song to Me

Hate My Life lyrics

So sick of the hobos always begging for change
I don't like how I gotta work and
They just sit around and get paid
I hate all of the people who can't drive their cars.
Bitch you better get outta the way
Before I start falling apart

I hate how my wife is always up my ass
She always wants to buy brand new things
But I don't have the cash.

I hate my job, all of my rich friends
I hate everyone to the bitter end.
Nothing turns out right There's no end in sight
I hate my life!

How come I never get laid nice guys always lose.
How could she have another headache
There's always some kind of excuse
I still hate my job, my boss is a dick
"I don't get paid nearly enough
To put up with all of your shit"

I hate my job, all of my rich friends
I hate everyone to the bitter end.
Nothing turns out right There's no end in sight
I hate my life!

I hate that I can't tell when a girl's underage,
You know, I tell her she's a nice piece of ass,
Then her daddy punches me in the face

So if you're pissed like me
Bitches, here's what you gotta do
Put your middle fingers up in the air
Go on and say "Fuck you!"

I hate my job, all of my rich friends
I hate everyone to the bitter end.
Nothing turns out right There's no end in sight
I hate my life!

So much at stake, can't catch a break
I hate my life
No, it's nothing new hear "it sucks to be you"
I fuckin hate my life

last Sunday
I went back to College just to TAMAN Alyzza and Stephanie for community service.
I didn't know that it could be so relaxing.
We had so much fun together

(v r ins@n3, W8t 3lse u xp3t fr0m u$)

Interestingly, We got a chance to have lunch with Mr. Futa
yes,

Mr. FUTA

(jealous huh? :P)
He's awesome dude.
And Alyzza made out with....
(m not gonna tell u)
:P

thats all for now
and by the way, holidays are boring :(

My goodness.
I had an awesome week.
It was the most happening week in last three months.
In short, I danced Salsa in front of the most craziest crowed of Sunway.
Celebrated Hanisah's birthday.
And simply laughed, laughed and laughed whole week.
:D

My Craziest Friends: Stephanie, Alyzza, Ravi, Choon Kit, Aruna, Hanisah, Kevin, Dexter, Mina and Keith.

"We talk about Porn, we laugh all day long and we can really eat like pigs."
:P

"KNEEL DOWN AND SMILE LIKE A DOUGHNUT"

. .
O

-Shakilone Tharmaseelan

Woh Chali Woh Chali

Leavin All Her Tears Behind

Only Love's On Her Mind,

Finally Finally

Thou she tries but she cant hide

All her joy wrapped up inside

She cant wait to reveal,

And tell you how she feels

Well this time it feels so right,

There'll be no more lonesome nights

Good times are here to stay

Love will shine on every day.

Woh Chali Woh Chali,

She's found the love that's real

Now her wounded heart is healed,

Finally Finally

Woh Chali Woh Chali,

leavin all her tears behin

Only loves on her mind,

Finally Finally

In My Heart There Is Is Some Pain

Don't Ask Me Why Cant Explain

May Be I Did Love Her Too

Now There Is Nothing I Can Do

On The Other Side Of Town

Her Love Is Waiting On

As She's Wavin' Me Goodbye

I think My Heart Is Gonna Cry

Woh Chali Woh Chali,

She's found the love that's real

Now her wounded heart is healed,

Finally Finally

Woh Chali Woh Chali,

leavin all her tears behin

Only loves on her mind,

Finally Finally

I just love the way my niece lays on my chest and watches cartoon
:D
she is damn cute
(Mashallah)
today she busted a balloon and pretend that nothing happened and then she said

"Ini Picha"
ahh so KILLING

LOVE YOU AISHAH
<3

Oh I forgot to mention about my handfree
I have lost it =(
losing a handfree is like lossing a Golden Retriever Dog
=(
Ahhh m missing it so much
MAY ITS SOUL RESTS IN ETERNAL PEACE
-Amen

It was a very busy and a tiring week for me, so I couldn't blog about any thing
(sorry Steph =c )
yesterday I spent a great time with the tomboy, Alyzza.
She's one of the craziest people I have ever met in my life
and m so glad to have crazy friends like her, and Steph in my life
(thank you guys for making my life "THE LIFE")
Today was Ms. Rehnu's birthday. So last night I was thinking to wish her in a different way.
So I came up with a plan that I were going to buy a cake for her with a candle on it.
Every day I start my college from accounting with Ms. Rehnu
So it was a good idea to wish her at the beginning of the day so she could really had a nice day
By the time I could thought of any thing, it was already midnight
And the only cake shop near my house is Secret Recipe which was already closed
And to made that plan worked out I called Priyanka at midnight.
(like every other CIMPian she was stressed out too with home works and assignments but still she attended my phone call. such a nice lady, I tell you =)
So I asked her if she could buy a cake at midnight=P
(yeah I actually asked her. I have been spending too much time with my crazy friends which is ultimately making me crazy as well :P )
Obviously it not KL where u can get a cake at midnight :D
And then I called Aruna if she could help me out
But she was sleeping
I could see my plan drowning =(
Next morning I told Aruna about the plan
She liked it and at 9.30 Me, Aruna and Hanisah went to Pyramid to buy Ms. Rehnu a birthday cake.
(I really appreciate Hanisah for coming on a very short notice to help me out with my plan)
(5th period, 12.30pm, S.E-3-17) Ms. Rehnu was already in the class and students had already wished her and they were eating pizzas (that didn't make sense to me and it wasn't the Sarpino's pizza either :P) and then Me, Aruna, Hanisah and Priyanka entered the class room holding a Black Forest Cake with a candle on it and we were singing loud "Happy Birthday To You...Happy Birthday To You...Haaappy Biiirrthday To Ms. Rehnu...Happy Birthday To Youuuuuuu....wooooooo....yeeaaahhh" :D
We were not done yet.
We made Ms. Rehnu danced with Sina on a song called "Bad Romance"
She was so happy at that time and I think it was her best birthday ever.
aahhh.... :D
After this we all got a chance to see something really Chinese. It was something traditional
And it was "cool"
We then headed to Student Center as it was so "Panus" out there.
it was going to be my worst nightmare ever :P
Imagine 5 craziest girls on land, insulting (actually harassing) a nice, innocent, poor Pakistani guy on having MAN BOOBS and you have nothing to defend yourself :(
(hahaha..but it was funny:P)
Some how I managed to survive their bombings :D
After I got mentally raped, we decided to do something and we played Foss ball
Me and Aruna were made up one team and Stephanie and Alyzza made another
Scores were tied by 4 all and only one decisive ball was left. And our Ronaldo (Aruna) striked again and took us through victory
HUURRAHHH!!!
We had fun playing Foss ball. We wished we could have played for some more but we had to go for OSSLT workshop.
Workshop was held in S.E-3-13 and was merched*spell check* with S.E-3-17
It reminded me of Titanic, where sailors were stuffing people in the boat as much as they could
and the sailors of the day were Ms. Tricia and Mrs. Morgan :P
I started playing "Hymns to the sea". Both the Stephanie's, Alyzza and Aruna joined me :P
Workshop was not at all helpful. We should have played Foss ball instead :D
So after we finished the workshop, we again headed to Student Center.
We had nothing to do and we were bored. So we decided to play pool
It was Steph's turn when suddenly we heard someone yelling
"OOUUCCHH!!!"
It was Alyzza and she had poked her eyes with the pool stick:P
HAHAHAHA!!!
(poor Alyzza)
I was feeling Pity For her but at the same time, I couldn't stop laughing at her
HAHAHAHA!!!
She bought the Soya Been Can and put it on her eyes for soothing
and it was even more funny :P
Stephanie had to go as her Mom came to pick her up
(Steph, you'll be happy to hear that Farid won the table :D )
Right after that Me and Alyzza went for lunch at Pink and then we hanged up for another hour or so at CLC where she went really crazy...I cant tell you how crazy she was
:P
And then she went back home with her father and so did I
What a day to end the stressing week
:D

life is fun, specially when you are with some of the craziest people on earth.

you know, when you are done with all your MDM shit and you finally go to your bed, this feels like heaven:D. And who wants to come back on earth when you are with sexy fairies ;)
that's what happened with me last night. This morning I woke up late. How late? An hour:P . Why? because m so cuddly that fairies didn't want me to go :D
It was 8.20am when I woke up. By 8.30 I was at bus stop (supposed to be at 7.30 xD)
so I took a cab and reached the college at 9 (traffic @ summit is very bad :c)
any ways I was 30 minutes late for my class, so I decided to go to the class in 2nd period which was actually my break. But then i got to know that Ms Rehnu was absent.
that just pissed me off.
Why? Because I left fairies alone and i waste my pocket money on silly cab ride :@
anyways, that's called life
After I finished my college, Me Khalid and my Sister went for lunch at Sarpino's (I guess its the best pizza in whole Selangor)
so time went and then we decided to go somewhere.
And we went to a persian restaurant called Ali Baba at KLCC
I was wondering about the 40 thieves mentioned in the story and at the same time I was thinking about the magical words to open the cave.
but there was nothing like that. It wasn't a cave, there were no thieves and not even the treasure...that was very sad.
so still we stick to the plan and ordered our food
we were sitting on bed like thing but without the mattress.
candle was burning, music was on, mint tea smelled really good. the only thing I missed was a belly dance.... *sigh*
xD
now at home
*gonna sleep after I finish this post*
Oh! Oh! Oh! Sorry I forgot to mention about my English Test
I dont know whether I should like Mr. Eric Smith for his teaching skills and humorous nature or hate him for making such a creepy test paper???
gotta go
fairies are calling me :D

CNY holidays were awesome. Today I started my day with a great news for us (the students) from our accounting teacher Miss Rehnu. She told us that we would have one more week for holidays...I forgot when, as i was sleeping in the class (as usual) ;)
so right after that i had break and I was at cafeteria with my friends (Stephanie, Helen, Sabrina, Aruna, Ravi, and AJ). We were talking about dogs. Then someone said something and

Stephanie exclaimed: "I like the smell of the Dog Shampoo"

Me: than why dont you have a bath with that :P

we all boys started laughing our ass off.
Poor Stephanie ;)

Couple of days back Me and Steph were talking about Mana (our dance club's president formally 'Meena') that she is taller than me. I'm 5'10" something. So as we ended up our day. We saw Mana walking by as we were going to cafeteria. Steph, the mischievous told me to ask Mana about her height and I said okay. For while she gave me a look that I was kidding. But I wasn't. So I went to Mana's class. She was sitting on the bench.

Me: hey Mana, can you come out for a second?
(She came out of the class like a wrestler :D)

Mana: Yes!

Me: Stephanie has something to ask.
(putting my hat on steph's head :) )

Steph: Are you taller than Sarosh?
(And I was standing right next to Mana. Even a blind could tell the difference :P )

Mana: Nooo..!!! cant you see
(she said something like that...I forgot what she said. Its not my fault and I wasn't sleepy either. Its because I was surrounded by three most gorgeous ladies.Anyone could go blank :D)

Us:Okay

Mana: Just for that you called me out?

Us: Yes :P
(And we started walking, leaving her alone :P)

On our way back to cafeteria
I said: I'm not affraid of her any more...m taller than her.
And we couldn't stop laughing :D

Opps sorry i forgot to mention about Stephanie Gee, one of the ladies :P
whaooo...What a day to resume the College :D

since my last post nothing new or intresting happened to me or within our friend circle...
but things didnt remain the same until i went to Bangsar at my sis's place. we (Reya,my sis, Miraaz, my bro in law and our best buddy Khalid) have been playing cards(Rumy, Flash, and Bluff) and betting for Mc'Breakfasts and dinners
yesterday we went for breakfast at 5 in the morning...sounds fun (=
after writing this post i'm gonna go to Mc Donalds for another breakfast :D

this is my first ever post on blogspot...so I have no idea where to start from :S
...ok so lets start from January 2010. once again i am in college but this time at sunway university college, malaysia. i enjoy every single moment in sunway. there i made new friends Stephanie, the stephnator, helen, the finger freak, Keith, the macho man, shakilone a.k.a ad maths a.k.a ravi, choon kit, sabrina and few others. actually college is more fun with them. i think i have annoyed you enough so i must stop it right here right now ;)
L-R: Stephanie, Keith, Shakilone, Sabrina =)